At the stroke of midnight, it has been 7 days since the beginning of this week and my gosh, what a week it has been. And am calling this “breaking from the shell” as it has been a week of stepping into the true meaning of myself, the fun loving, charismatic, exciting, extrovert and really exploring what is it to be the authentic self and it has taken many years of work to break through that crap. In fact, I should write a story about it…….. one day.
Monday also saw the Business Proposal submitted for the NEIS program review and that was a lot of work that needed to be done. So grateful for the people that helped out, that was truly an amazing experience!
The Return of Freedom
Monday, the 4th of April 2016 was a tremendous day, filled with excitement. The Business Proposal was submitted at 2:30 AM. The reactivation of my drivers license happened after 10 months of suspension (I scored 0.17 on the breath machine) and it granted me the freedom to travel again and not be dependant on public transport.
The moment I got my drivers license back, I was off driving, jumped in the car to get as many kilometres on the odometer to run the tank dry so that I could use old fuel and pour in new fuel. I haven’t stopped driving since with more than 1,000 kms driven just this week and the love for driving has returned. Enjoying the open roads, sunroof open, such a special moment to share with man, machine and the roads. Enjoying the craftsmanship of the vehicle and travelling. One can say that I truly love driving.
Heart Activation Music Album Release
I will mention that this music has played a key role in my own transformation, self discovery, self healing and it’s been very useful with overcoming the feelings of grief, loss, betrayal, emotional upheavels, the loss of enjoyment of life and the daily struggle to try to embrace the hardship that was being experienced at the time.
It is truly a remarkable experience to see that something I never even dreamed of doing is happening. Never thought I would have released my own music albums and there they are! I’ve even been listening to these in the car as well to see how it would be received whilst driving in the car and I’ve found that the stressed mind is able to relax.
You can purchase the music from iTunes using the following URL: http://apple.co/1N6B3sY
Coffee with a twist!
Tuesday was a very interesting day for sure with a random idea to go into Fremantle as I was laying in bed, resting away and doing bugger all. There were errands to run but out of the blue, I got talking to someone on the internet and decided to randomly meet up for coffee.
In truth, what transpired was such an extraordinary experience with plenty of laughter, stitches even! What was also remarkable was the energy exchange that was happening between the two of us, it was something that changed a lot of things and I’m still sitting here thinking of how to explain what actually happened.
The night before this meeting should have been filled with glee and happiness with all the work being accomplished, the anniversary of being introduced to Amy was on this day last year as well but alas, it wasn’t what happened. Instead, it was with feeling of sadness and the laughter from this conversation was the perfect timing. I’ve laughed before but I’ve not laughed this hard in an extremely long time.
You know when you have that feeling that you can’t truly be yourself around people, for an introvert and you learn to adapt instinctively to other people. This was the first time that I’ve met someone random and was my natural self. The bad jokes, the crazy conversation, it was such a blissful experience and it is something that I’ve not had in a very long time. Again, it was a moment in time when I was not in that shell, hiding away.
Wednesday was a day of great interest and am currently trying to remember what we did and I believe that it was a day of rest. At 11 AM, Joy emailed through the Amy reading that was scheduled and it was as always, an amazing thing to read.
Amy gave beautiful advice and teachings as always and to expect new opportunities and to be very open to these and that they are not coming in the way that I would ever think. This is wonderful because it means that there is even further expansion within the mind. She also stated that the work I am doing both personally and in business will start to take off as the work becomes more solidified.
Amy gave a discussion on consciousness and the day before, we were also talking about consciousness. So what does it mean?
There is his idea that when someone is spiritual, they are awakened, that they somehow have gotten to a good place within themselves. The truth is that people can appear that way but really not have anything going on on the inside. So, when someone is spiritual, we always have to take this with a grain of salt.
Consciousness on the other hand is very different. It is about being present, being able to know that you are not just you, this ego that appears to have things happening to it, you are so much more, so much is happening on levels that you cannot see. You have a higher self, you have a team of guides, you have karmic contracts and influences. All of this you cannot see but if you are conscious, you understand to be happening and you trust in that process. Consciousness means to know that you are having a temporary existence and that there is more of you than what you call you present name living in your present circumstances. You are consciousness, you are awakened consciousness. How does this feel to you? If it sounds amazing and true, then you are resonating with consciousness and you are ready to dive in and explore it some more.
Introduction of Couples Therapy
This week saw a whole new level of therapy unfold which is working with couples and their relationships. On Wednesday, a couple attended and we sat together and discussed a number of issues that the Spirit Guides wanted to discuss. It in fact was a reading being done at the same time as we were talking, looking at issues and seeing what was happening.
Whilst the person was talking about one thing, we could see the energy and the spirit guides were talking about this as well. It was truly a beautiful and remarkable experience and one that I really enjoyed doing. Once we finished the talking component of the session, we sat down in a group and began listening to the Heart Activation Music which also brought a lot of relief for the couple energetically. This was an amazing experience to be shared and to be part of this with the couple is also a beautiful blessing.
Heart Activation Music Therapy Modality
Thursday was another epic day of all proportions with the Heart Activation Music Therapy being officially recognised as a modality by the Internaitonal Institute of Complimentary Therapists and now awaiting insurance from the insurance companies. We’re also looking at changing our membership to ‘Trainer’ so that we’re officially recognised with this aspect as well as we also train in the healing modalities of Reiki, Seichim and now Heart Activation Music Therapy.
The work that is needed now is to write the syllabus and a plan is under way to sit down with someone to begin planning the lessons and course content. So not only did we have the Heart Activation Music get launched on Monday, we had the modality approved on Thursday!
Quick summary before we end it…
So Friday was another busy day with the Heart Activation Music Therapy group sessions being made available by spirit to be a family group session and it was an extraordinary experience again. Seeing the family unit come together as one to work together and it was fun!
Saturday night was ecstatic dance and then there is another experience on Thursday night which I will write about very soon. Then today was the power window in the car breaking and then having the experience of remembering that I am capable of repairing these things and getting in touch with my old self that was suppressed. All in all, I have completed a make shift window repair utilising PVC, Gafotape, Cable Ties and a bed sheet whilst I await for parts to arrive.
This is all relative to breaking from the shell as all of these had a reaction of anxiety, sadness, stress and worry and then discovered that I’m able to do this all for myself. Thanks to YouTube and the plethora of people putting up videos on how to repair electric windows!
Well, I shall leave it here and encourage you to get out and about, enjoy life and always try something new or even try doing something old that you’ve not done in a very long time. Such as myself, being a car audio technician and alarm installer whom used to do this for a full time job. It’s not that I can’t do it, I lost the confidence in myself and to see that is a belief system within the mind that said I need to pay someone else to repair it. I had so much fun doing this!
Thank you for reading this long post and I look forward to writing part 2 of this series.