Over the past few days, I’ve encountered people all around the world that are enduring the ascension symptoms. Feeling all sorts of emotions screaming havoc through their mental and emotional systems. I’ll be meeting with a psychologist next week to have further discussions on this topic as I’m sure there are things that can assist one facing their darkest of emotions. I’ve been experimenting with a different approach that conventional psychology probably will not support but we’ll call it Mindfulness with a bit of a twist.
I recently shared an experience of mine through this website where I discussed feelings of anger which led to a feeling of abandonment. This was such a bizarre experience as there is no such thing as abandonment and there is no such thing as being alone as we always have our spirit guides. Even after a break up or a separation, that soul is still able to be called upon for assistance and healing. Especially if you need to clear karmic emotional ties. Yet, the feelings of abandonment still are an experience and a feeling that one must heal deep within the heart. It is one that needs to be purified in order to move forward with the Ascension.
There are times when I begin to ponder that we as a collective consciousness and at an individual soul level planned this. We all knew what we were in for when we signed up and it is the perfect opportunity for the soul purification process that forms part of the ascension. Where else can a soul clear all things from various lifetimes, including past lives in order to be free. To reunite with the divine love that we all are. Perhaps this is the final frontier, planet Earth or do we, as souls continue to evolve as we continue to expand on the Omniverse and new races along with new planets are created. As one can see, the mind does ponder a lot.
In the discussions that has been had with Serapis Bey about the anger. I described it as being in two realms simultaneously. One side being chaotic, filled with anger/frustration and the other side being filled with love/happiness. I also referred to it as every single lifetime coming at me, each individual emotion was connected to a different case file. Rather than trying to do the exhaustive process of clearing one at a time, the attempt was to clear many at a time. I had observed that there was a lot of connections to many of emotions to a specific person. What this represents is something I’m unsure about and can only speculate but work needed to be done. However, the keywords to this was purification with unconditional love.
With the emotional upheaval that was happening and tips been given by the Masters. It was time to have some fun and do some experimenting. One of the important things that was said was to go back on the anger vector to discover it’s origin. To find the source of the anger so that it may be released as this entire process is overlighted by Divine Will. In simple terms… They decided that it was my turn at bat and they began pitching.
Another important thing that they said was this… “There is nothing that prevents you from asking the Father Creator/Prime Source to assist you in unravelling these emotional karmic vectors.” which in itself, provides many keywords and excellent advice on how to progress forward.
The Masters advised that the path of purification involves six distinct steps: 1. cleansing & clearing, 2. release & renunciation, 3. balance & equanimity, 4. love, 5. service, and 6. one unity concsciousness.
So it was time to begin working/exploring/experimenting. The Masters have given amazing advice and the rest was to rely on what I am already aware of and the soul memory.
The first thing was to stare at the anger, learn to understand it in order to neutralise the vibration. One thing with anger is that the energy is in a saw shape and to counteract the negative energy, to soothe that irritability, one needs to meet it with energy and when doing so, needs to be careful in how it is done. Anger is a fragile energy and any disruption or scare could result in the person having an out burst. Thus, a soft, very gentle, almost water needs to be applied to the tips of the saw. In a manner that is similar to stones wearing down over the years that are laying in a river bed. This comes in handy, especially when oneself is angry, to learn to neutralise it. The external environment plays a vital role with anger. Everyone believes it’s within the mind, which is mostly true but that doesn’t explain rooms that I’ve walked into and can feel a level of anger within the room itself.
Once I learned more about the anger, it was time to heal it. Send it love, nurture it and forgive it. Forgive oneself for being angry and the emotion itself. For the anger is a reaction to something that hurts. A reaction to something we are unable to control or maybe even a construct of the ego mind. Yet, anger is something that is in all of our lives.
With the keywords being purification & Love. I called forth one of the Archangel guides Archangel Uriel. Uriel is an angel about purification of the soul. His sword is about cleansing. So it was very important to bring this energy in. I also called forth Archangel Michael as the masculine support for his humour and unconditional love. Also, Archangel Chamuel for the pink & golden energy of unconditional love, which is the energy that one would use to work with the frequency and vibration of love. Next, called in Mother Mary as the Ascended Master, Amy and Archangel Ariel to form a power of 6. A circle of beautiful and divine love that will be helpful to work through a lot of the issues that came up.
One thing to remember is that each day is a progress day, this ascension work is not done overnight. Anger will surface, feelings of grief will surface and many other emotions will surface. It is the purification stage of the soul and knowing that I’ve had many lifetimes of no joy or happiness. It doesn’t surprise me that it’s a rough ride.
I’ve begun documenting the progress of how things unfold during this sequence as I work through this moments of transformation and death of the old.