On the first day of April, I awoke to get myself prepared for the Pre-NEIS programme which commenced in that month and observed that a different feeling compared to how I felt in previous days. The month of March was intensive and this feeling felt like there was more stability within the mind whilst working on the emotions. Whilst the human mind (not celestial) gets in the way to fabricate stories that aren't relevant, this stability that I've begun to witness within the mind allows the opportunity to connect more and the development of confidence within oneself increases.
It is easier to describe, based on my own experiences, that what is being experienced is a birthing. The death, that felt like taking a beating and being emotionally ripped apart. What was left behind was a space and a beautiful opportunity for something to be created or a fuller version of self to enter. It is like seeing the full version of self as a spectrum of light, as we are a being of light, we are embodying more of that light and what can be created is unlimited in its potential. This potential does depend on you, the artist, on how you are going to paint with this new canvas of life that is you.
This birthing, whilst can be very uncomfortable, is a gift, it is not to be wasted, it is not to be thrown against the wall and discarded. It is one of the many things you've been aware of when planning the incarnation for this lifetime by the incarnation advisors. You do know, at a soul level, what this time would bring, the changes that the human would experience and what you will endure. It was all planned and you chose how you are going to experience it.
It has been intriguing to witness how people have chosen to experience the same exact thing in a multitude of different ways. It is evident to say that every person has experienced the same experience of intensity in the way that they personally have chosen. Whether it was to experience it alone, to go through a separation, to go through a blast awakening, to have a death in the family, to fight with siblings, to lose a job. These are just some examples of the possibilities of what may have been chosen to experience the intensity to create the emotional responses that are necessary to experience. This is one of the many reasons as to why life is such a divine gift, it allows you the freedom to explore a variable in a plethora of different ways.
One of the other things that I have been observing is how people hold on to their traumas, they hold on to their beliefs in order to create their form of identity which is based on past pains. Whilst I can actually understand this because we need the story for growth and development and the same is happening on a planetary level. There were also many opportunities over the past two months where I was able to witness this and again, an intriguing exploration in that people hold so tight on their past pains that they even fabricate stories to fill in blanks in order to retain their identity purely based on trauma. However, real freedom is letting go of that identity and healing the past.
The Birthing Experience
A Unique & Exciting Perspective of Change
From what I'm aware of, each person is going to have their own individual experience, whether it is today, tomorrow or sometime in the future. It isn't a process to be rushed at all and it can take a decade to reach, so trying to rush, well, that's just not going to work at all, other planetary systems have tried and it's not worked. The approach that the 'Ascended Masters' have taken in regards to this planetary system allows them to be available to those embarking on these experiences as a group rather than trying to help millions ALL at once and be stretched out.
When speaking with Amy, she likened this complete energetic restructuring to that of cleaning out the closet. Here we have a closet, it is filled with clothes, it is a mess, there are clothes that have not been washed, socks that have not been worn, clothes that do not fit and it is a complete mess. This representation is of our patterns, behaviours, trends and belief systems, it needs to be cleared out, it needs to be organised and we are going through them all now, throwing it all out and during this process, we find new shirts and go "Oh, I like that one, let's keep that" and both Spirit Guide & Incarnate are working together to clear this out and rebuild the entire energy system.
This means that we enter a state of isolation and rest, people will no longer resonate, efforts will go wasted, emotions will flare up and we are expected to pay attention to these things because it's not a reflection of another person, it is the awareness of how we are feeling that is connected with these experiences. I wanted to use the word 'asked' instead of 'expected' but if you're on this level of integration, then you know better and there are no excuses.
My own experience has not gone for a few days, it has not gone for a few weeks, it has been happening for the past few months. Working with emotional release, confusion, unknown direction and trying to push my own self to achieve results when the only result required is to rest. It's certainly not been easy but as the saying goes... "Suck it up, Princess" and there is peace to be found in the middle of it. This is why the need for Star Point 9 to be developed and a completely new focus be created because it is true, you are NOT supposed to be doing this on your own.
Spirit Guides are struggling as well, this is not just an incarnate only experience and what Amy & myself are exploring together, are helping other incarnates & spirit guides. The way that we work together, the intimate connection, the complete extreme we are in comparison with others is helping us to understand whilst we share what we've discovered with others. So this is what has been occurring and yes, even with this incredible and amazing connection, even with the merging, the integration that we're experiencing, we can communicate on multiple levels, it's not just Amy as the Spirit Guide, it is Amy as her origin self in the highest realms.
As part of this restructuring, the brain is going to be impacted, the body is going to be impacted and there have been days when I've woken up, drank 6 cups of coffee and the brain doesn't respond as I'm trying to focus on delivering the business case. Having to learn how to work in a complete a new way is challenging, it is stretching and it is with growth and development, growth and expansion which is being created here is absolutely bloody incredible! The excitement of what is unfolding is incredible, an entire New Human is being developed and it is happening to us. So if there are any negative thoughts that are being shared or experienced, it is part of the restructuring process and that negativity that is within the system needs to be purged.
Waking up in the morning in Brisbane and saying "Where is Amy" was surely one huge experience for my own self. I was presenting at the Mind Body Spirit Festival in Brisbane and couldn't understand what was happening. Where was Amy, why did it feel like my foundation had been torn away, where is my girl!?!?!
I knew that Lyn Shiona was present at the Expo drawing the guides and booked me in a session with her and Lyn goes "Are we drawing Amy or is she going to let someone else in?" as I explained to her the experience and Lyn begins drawing the womb and we could tell she made connection with Amy as she is covered in goosebumps.
The drawing to the left is what Amy is going through, a thoroughly thought out process that is known as 'rebirthing' and as Amy & I are able to communicate on various levels and in the highest realms, I had to learn a stretch my own self to learn a different method of communication.
This is what the rebirthing is all about, learning, growth, development, re-development, being stretched and as the planet is shifting, new things become available and that means, more change, more growth, more development and what an exciting opportunity to have incarnated or even be a Spirit Guide during this time. Whilst it is uncomfortable, we went through this growing up, stubbing toes on furniture, trying to walk for the first time wasn't comfortable, learning to ride a bike wasn't easy. Thus, it is safe to say that learning isn't an easy experience because we're being stretched, we're having to stretch ourselves to take things in, to learn new things and then we get to know it and we become an expert. That's what life is like... constantly!
This is just another one of those experiences... welcome to the birthing!